My Email to a Donor: My Lectures & My Struggles

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[This is from a note to one of my old donors and supporters in the USA. Jan]

Some people whom I was relying on, also dropped me badly. The very guy who kicked off the lecture thing, made many promises and he totally flopped badly in the end. So I will pick up the pieces and see what I can do.

Behind the scenes, I have had to create EVERYTHING I NEED. I mean EVERYTHING since my banning on Youtube. I’ve had to invent my own audio/video platform which was a huge and tricky effort. Then when they shut down my emails and newsletters, I had to tackle that – and that is a complex nightmare.

I’m giving it my EVERYTHING. But financially I’m struggling. My USA/Canada trip went well, but its hurt me massively financially. I’m just managing to pull out of it now, after intense effort. I’m living off savings, and an early pension and selling assets, because I just am not getting enough interest from my supporters.